Not baaaad! I feel so good right now omg. Idk if this is weird but sweat makes me feel like l’m doing something right. Its okay to get a little dirty sometimes, right? Haha but so far:
I ran 4 laps around my neighborhood and then up a big hill to get back to my house.
I’m on my 3rd bottle of water.
I’m about to do some jumping jacks, crunches, etc.
& Then hop in the shower.
It actually feels good when you’re running on the sidewalk of a main street and you can feel everyone’s eyes on you. I know every time I see someone running I think back to myself, “Man I need to start exercising.” And today I DID IT. I took a step to better myself. I want whoever is reading this to know that anything worth having is worth working for. You want to lose weight? Work for it. It will be so worth it in the end.
i actually don’t have one. i’m the type of person that loves to switch things around when i have the option to so one day i may be focusing on one exercise more than another. and whenever i see a routine i like to try it. maybe one day i’ll fall in love w/ one.
day seven - do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? do they care?
my mom knows. i’ve started saying that i’m gaining weight for the past couple days and she’s indirectly agreed lol.
we recently went grocery shopping and bought a whole bunch of healthier food like fruits which i’m starting to eat but i want to start exercising too and i told her she should with me but i don’t think she will.
i want to do it on my own but i have yet to begin. i really don’t want to regret it this summer or turn to drastic measures just to lose weight so i must begin soon >.<
ugh i wish i had a twin or a work-out buddy… any takers? \m/
day six - do you binge? if so, explain why you think you do.
i try it every now and then, when i’m extremely pissed off and not even thinking …i do it cause atm i think my guts will release all the shit in them but literally nothing comes out so i just laugh at myself after cause its all out of temporary anger ..yeah. and did i mention nothing comes out?
Water is so unpleasing unless it's extremely cold.
In all seriousness room temperature water is disgusting to me. I always make sure I have cold bottles of water at home. I also lovvvvvvvvvvve ice… like you don’t understand. I fill up the ice cube tray wait a couple hours and then eat all the ice cubes & repeat. Crushed ice is my fav. I’m gonna go get some now ^-^
day five - why do you really want to lose this weight? are you doing it for you?
i am tired of my stomach jiggling! hahaha. i want to get fit. i want to be healthy. i want to look good and be proud of the reflection i see in the mirror. i feel like losing weight would also help my confidence quite a lot. & yes i’m doing this for me.
day three - a picture of your thinsperation. what features do you like about this person?
her smile. her stomach is flat. her legs are almost non existent. her tattoos. she’s not afraid to show skin. her confidence is probably through the roof - if not she’s a good actor. but like i said, her smile. she’s happy and when i reach my goals i will be too.